Not showing physically, but I'm pretty down mentally for the whole day today.
My next few days will be like weeks and months.
I hate this feeling. But still, it came back. Really really sad. ):
Basically it's becos' of two things.
The first thing is that my Dearest Mummy will be going to China very soon.
She'll be catching tomorrow mid night flight and away from Monday to Friday.
It's a holiday for her, but I'm sad over it already.
It's the first time my Mum leave the house to somewhere so far and so long..
I'll be really worry for her and will miss her a lot a lot a lot.
Without her at home, there are really a lot of differences.
(1) I need to buy dinner for myself.
(2) I need to watch tv myself.
(3) Nobody to accompany me.
(4) I need to clean the house.
(5) I need to wash the utensils.
(6) I need to wash the clothes.
(7) I need to take care of the house.
(8) I'M ALONE! )':
Seriously damn sad!
The second thing is I really hate MRT.
I seriously got a phobia in MRT.
Not scared of anything, but worry about humans.
Whenever I get into the train, it reminds me of some bad incidents which I had.
I don't want to say anything more about this here. ):
This is why I always prefer to take bus than train.
I take the train only if I have to. Hais...
Big big sigh!
10:10 PM
